:Don't you wanna come with me? Don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones? It's only natural."
Well, the good news is I'm extremely happy now. I just spend the most amazing night with some of the most amazing people. Neil, Karsten, Jess, Decker, Tyler and I all decided not to spend our entire night in the student center today, so we went for a walk. Jones-Goddard courtyard is creepy... I would put a picture, but i broke my camera (ooooooppppssss). Anyway, it started to rain, and even though the thunderstorm was AMAZING, we went to Buell so we wouldn't get all wet. We played the greatest game of Apples to Apples! And then, we got doughnuts. Seriously, I don't think I've had that much fun in a while. I haven't laughed that hard in a really long time... You know how you laugh so much that you feel like you just did 1000 situps, and then got punched in the abs? Yeah, it's kinda like that. Just, one of the best days ever. I don't think I could love anyone more than I love my friends right now. And, you know, for a while I forgot that I was sad today, and I felt good about myself again, and I stopped worrying so much, and just had fun. But yeah...
But things are just happening that are so out of my control. It's, basically just a lot of sitting and watching things happen around me, but it's been really affecting my mood lately. All of that is basically the cause of all of this emotional stuff. I know that I think some pretty irrational things. Like now, I have no idea why I was mad, but I was. I still am a little bit, but i'm working on getting over it. Also, I am so scared that I won't be accepted into my major, and if that happens I have no idea what to do.
But I have the most amazing friends, and I know I'll get through this somehow. It just might take a while, and a lot of late nights of fun. (seriously, it's 5:30 in the morning, I'm still not in bed, and I have a 9am class...)